i was thinking about this today when posed the question during bible study.

What is your struggle?

Everybody, whether Christian or not has some form of struggle in their life. So what's yours? Are you a procrastinator? Plain lazy? I can recall Sharon saying that this was a 'good' struggle to have.

But that can't work can it? Because if it's your struggle, it's your weakness. Which means that theoretically there is no 'good' struggle to have. Because while one person may say,

"Oh i'm such a procrastinator and it's screwing up my life. Yet it's extremely easy to be honest."

Another person may very well say,

"Procrastination is such an easy thing to avoid! But lying? now THATS hard to avoid."

Some people are hard-working, whilst others are not. Some people are honest, while others struggle to be so. Some people are greedy while others aren't. Some people are self-centered, while others aren't.

But if God gives us each as many struggles as we can handle (and assuming no more); then that's all we need to know; isn't it?

Looking through photos of youth. Even the most gorgeous and prettyful people have shots where they look retarded. Thanks for the laughs guys XD

Quote of the week:

"you look like a comatose mushroom"

Fin~

Wow.

Friday, taking my cuz out to lunch; bumming with her and dad the whole day - doing a test at uni, eating lunch at Taka's; break at home, out to youth committee dinner, send girlfriend home - back at 12.

Saturday, rise and shine at 8! Youth outing at 930, wrong location - found i at 1030- leave at 1330, go home, out again to pick girlfriend at 5 from train station, singspiration practise till 7, send girlfriend home; ended up staying at her place, talking, helping ; home at 12.

Sunday, up at 9! Church till 1, Sharon shared very well. Masterlife bbq at Weitatt's until 4, home, bum with cuz, out at 6, dinner at nat's, committee meeting till 10, send girlfriend home, talk till late; home at 12.

Tomorrow, woah! rise and shine at 8!! Camp committee meeting at 9, will go until around 12!!! study for the rest of the FREAKING day!!!!

hahaha busy busy busy.

but you know what. Spending time with people you love? = priceless.

busy busy busy.

but so worth it.

Fin~

i was on the train today,

zoned-out; as most are on the 8:20 train to Perth.
Going at around 130kmph,...crossing mt Henry (is that thing tall enough to be classified a 'mount'??)

i see the beautiful river bathed in morning sunlight as the sun begins to creep over the blanket of clouds that drift peacefully over the glittering water. I see the water lapse at the shoreline, as if stroking the soft sand along the shore.

(no, i'm not that descriptive in the morning >.>)

I happened to see a young girl, no more than 6, in the backseat of a car. I wonder what she was doing up so early; she had a look of wonder on her face as the train passed their car.

By complete coincidence, she spotted me looking at their car. She waved at me; i smiled at her, and the last i saw of her was a smile beaming back at me - now trying to capture the attention of the other passengers aboard the train.

If only it were always so easy to make somebody smile.

Fin~

bumping into friends is a trait that i seem to have.

Even when i try to find the most secluded, out of mind place to sit and ponder things (or do homework >.>) somebody manages to find me.

It's amazing usually who those people are, most of the time it will be a very close friend of mine; who usually knows where i go; but other times..it will be the most random of people.

Today i decided to leave a bit earlier, at a time where classes were still running so i didn't have to run into so many people - still took the main route to get out of uni but i didn't expect to run into anyone.

Damn you hartley -_-

(but it was good catching up with you dude ;p)

Fin~

black spot, white page;

focus.